This weekend has been like hell.
Thursday I started to feel pretty bad and thought it was my allergy that started to kick in.
But friday morning I woke up with hight fever and I felt really weird I had like hallucinations when I first woke up, really scary.
Saturday I felt pretty good I was even outside for a while though I couldn't stand the heath.
Having a cold and summer heath is not a good combination.
Yesterday me and Leon went to the park we played football and played some mini-golf as my mum "works" there sundays.
We had a great time!
But as the evening came I started to feel bad again and the fever came back and I had a really sore throat.
The night was dreadful tha pain was so bad and I don't think I fell asleep until 4-5 or something and then I had to get up again at 7.30.
Today my throat is better but I still got a fever not that high though.
But I'm tired!
And if that wasn't bad enough Leon has been a handfull today.
First he didn't want to get dressed and we were in a hurry cause he had to be at nursery at 9.
Luckily we got there in time but then round two started he got a outburst as soon as we came in.
The other children was preparing to go to the woods and he just didn't wanna go.
He was screaming, kicking all you can imagine and I was on the edge to have a nervous breakdown right there.
I had to leave him there crying after me as I left.
Didn't feel good at all but I couldn't give in a take him with me cause then he had won.
I hope he is atleast a bit happier when I'm coming to pick him up later.
I'm gonna try to sleep an hour or two now.
I have thousands of things I need to do but I just havn't got the energy for that today.
Hopefully I'm feeling better tomorrow. You can only hope.
2008-05-12 @ 12:38